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So am single again. I had hoped I had a master, but I guess life happens and he just wasn't the one for me. Its okay though. I still get to have phone sex with lots of guys. Maybe one day I will find my prince charming master! I cant wait either. I would met him at the door on my knees to great him properly with my mouth and throat. I would keep my self well groomed for all his desires. Oh I cant wait to be spanked with a Masters discipline. I would be the ever dedicated slave too.
Suppose I will go to Cherry's party this weekend. To cheer me up. She said she needed a few friends to serve as slaves. Plus I love getting multiple cocks at the same time. Maybe I will get to have some sweet pussy too. Yeah....thats what I will do. I mean what else is a single cute subbie slave to do?

I want to play with you.....

So I am sitting here getting so horny. I have been shopping around for a good Master who I could serve his needs and yet have him be able to see to my needs, as his slave. I just havent found one that takes me seriously. Is it cause I giggle maybe? I know I am cute enough. I have a hot body and a tight little pussy. I know I am a dedicated submissive. Why cant I find my own true Master. Anyone have any suggestions?

Gifts....

I have had several gifts sent to me this past week! I must admit too my favorite is the Hitachi wand. I have been using it at least 3 or 4 times a day. It makes me cum soooooo hard! Its interesting to me, when I told a couple of Masters who were being pushy about assuming they were already my Master, that it would take more then just them stating that they "are" my Master to be my Master. I guess they assumed that meant they had to buy me. Dont get me wrong ....I love the gifts....and they do demonstrate earnest responsibly....but a Master must also be able to present a mental presence in his slaves mind. He needs to set her limits, goals, and chores.

Deep sighs......

When will I ever find my own true Master?

A challenge to those who wish to be my Master.

There are those who wish to be my Master. I like most of them very well. They often insist too that I am theirs. However. Not one of these would be Masters have done anything that would convince me that they are the Master I deserve. There are many things they could do to demonstrate their abilities of being a Master to me. The list is endless. My Master must be smart and enticing. A Master must be able to met the needs of his slave. All of their slaves needs, on every level, be those needs be mental physical spiritual or emotional.

I have many men (pretend Masters) who like to call me a slut and slip their cocks into my little cunt. They like to tell me to shut up and to take what they are giving me. Which I enjoy being used very much, being the slut I am. Then there are a few men that could actually be a good Master for me. I will not accept less then what I deserve as a slave. I am a slave who will dedicate herself to her Masters pleasure. I will not accept a Master that cant see that I dont have to serve him, that I choose to serve him, that I serve him because he has my loyalty and dedication to his pleasure. He must be worthy of my worship of him as my Master. My Master will do more then just announce he is my Master. He will put forth the effort of acquiring a slave of my caliber. I know my worth and my Master need to recognize that worth in me. If a Master cant respect that need in me, then you will not be my Master.

My Dr's Visit

So I had a Dr.'s visit and I was feeling particularly naughty. I shoved a butt plug in my ass before I went to my visit. My ass is so tight that I could hold the plug in without panties. I wore my shortest skirt and no bra under my little tight t-shirt. The nurse who took me back to see the Dr. had that contemptuous look on her face. I giggled at her sour puss look.

The Dr. wasn't long for coming in and he got a real eye full when he walked in. I could see his cock swelling up as he sat down. I was giggling hard for a moment. When he asked what what was I visiting for I told him....I have something stuck in my ass. So I slipped off the table, turned around, leaned on the table, and pulled my skirt up.....I asked him if he thought he could get it out. I loved it! The shocked look on his face was priceless. Before I could giggle again, he had his dick out and had replaced my butt plug with his dick in my ass! He had my t-shirt pulled up letting my little titties bounce with each of his pounding thrust. I felt his load fill my ass up as he groaned out his pleasure telling me what a whore I was.

I was so pleased! My goal in life is to be a slut any Master would be proud of! Would you be proud to have me?

Applying for the position of Master

I was sitting in my little nightie waiting for a call on Nite Flirt. I had my toys all ready to play. Everyone knows I am looking for a Master who will really fill all my needs. I have several that are actively applying for the position of being my Master. It would not do to have a Master who wasn't happy with his slave or a slave not happy with her Master.

Please know I am not trying to compare each Master, but respecting each Master while I am searching for my perfect Master, as much as I would be his dedicated slave.

So I was trilling my butt plug when the phone rang and it was a rather pleasant Sir. He chatted with me for a while which was nice, but I was hot and horny and didn't really want to chat. I wanted to pound my pussy with that thick dildo I just bought at the toy store. I kept trying to nudge and push Sir in the direction of playing. The Sir on the phone understood this, I would later realize. I am still pouting over this call. *giggles* Its the first time a Master punished me with perfect justice.

He allowed me to fuck my little cunt hard, but said I wasn't allowed to cum. Not yet. Then He had me tease and torture my nipples till I thought I would loose my mind and still he did not allow me to cum. I was enjoying myself very much and couldn't wait to be allowed to cum. For over a hour He had me fucking myself and teasing my nipples and clit. Then He told me to force the butt plug into my ass hard and fast. It hurt some, but OMG. It was all I could do not to cum! Then I heard the Master cumming.....hard. I knew then He was going to let me cum. I just knew he would. He told me to pull out the plug and to put my toys away. I don't think my jaw could have hit the ground any harder. I was shocked. The Master informed me that he was not going to permit my cumming since I had tried so hard to push him into doing what I wanted. He explained, that it is for a Master alone to decide what is permitted and achieved alone; not for a spoiled slave to enjoy her pleasure.

As much as I hated admitting it.....Sir was right. I deserved my punishment. I cant wait till He calls back! Maybe Sir will be forgiving and allow me to cum for His pleasure!